Thursday, April 19, 2012

Save You



Take a breath
I pull myself together
Just another step till I reach the door
You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice
Its drowning in a whisper
It's just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up cause I'll be waiting if you fall
Oh you know I'll be there for you

(Ahahaha)
If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes i wish i could save you
And there're so many things that I want you to know
I wont give up till it's over
If it takes you forever I want you to know
(Oh)
I wish I could save you
I want you to know
(Ohohh)
I wish I could save you (oh)

Every line of this song completely describes how I feel about my mom. I know we fight, and disagree on a lot of things, but in the end, I love her, and I want her to get better. It makes me feel awful to see her like this. I know it's gonna take a while for them to find a cure, but God how I wish I could make the pain go away. It hurts me inside to know that she's hurting, and every time I see her in pain, it brings tears to my eyes. I don't know why life dealt her the cards they did, but I wish I could give her her life back. I want her to be able to enjoy life and to do things she wants to do and not be restricted because of her stupid disease. Life's not supposed to be easy, and I get that. But for once I just want to see my mom truly happy, and the pain gone. I love you mom! You can't ever give up the fight; I know you're stronger than this. You can win this! Keep your head up, and your hopes up!

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