10 Random Facts About Me!

1. I hate wet hair. There is nothing I despise more then having wet hair. I hate the way it feels, especially on my back. It's awful. It's also the reason why I hardly ever go swimming. I even have a ritual for when I get out of the shower to make sure my wet hair doesn't touch my back. Yes I am that paranoid.

2. I'm a very optimistic person and try to see the good in everyone. I always try and find the silver lining even when there might not be one. I always tend to give people the benefit of the doubt and find good qualities in everyone.

3. I love Jesus. That should be self explanatory, but I will elaborate. I fully believe that he died for my sins and rose again three days later. He is the guiding force in my life and always will be.

4. I love piercings and tattoos. (Notice I didn't say body modification in general because I do not like all forms of body modification) I don't know what it is about it, I just think piercings and tattoos are such a great way to express yourself. I love different ear piercings especially and think they look good on a lot of people.

5. I am very self conscious. I don't have a high self esteem and have a hard time finding good qualities I like about myself. Thank you middle school for completely ruining my self esteem.

6. I really hate going out on dates. I do it because it's the norm, but I hate it. I hate having to get dressed up and just the formality of it. It's always awkward, especially when you don't know the person well and even if you do it's still awkward. And I'm always scared that a guy is gonna try and kiss me on our first date which I'm not into. It just makes the whole date weird because I spend it thinking about what's gonna happen when he drops me off at home.

7. I love old school black and white photography! I love being able to develop the film myself and print the pictures myself. I love being able to distort the images in the darkroom and make really contrasty prints. It's so much fun and makes you feel so accomplished knowing that you did everything to make the image come out on paper. I love it.

8. I hate the way things turned out between my brother and I. I love him sooooo much and wish things were different. I miss him and desperately want a relationship with him. I think about him all the time and hope he's doing okay. I am so jealous of all the people who have good relationships with their siblings. What I would give to have him back in my life.

9. I don't like to read. I really hate reading, which is funny because I love to write. You will never find me with a book unless it's school related or the Bible. I've never gotten into reading and would rather spend my time doing other things.

10. I never go clothes shopping because I always try to convince myself that I'm going to lose weight and want to wait until I've lost the weight I've wanted before I buy new clothes. It really is a dumb way of thinking about it, since I haven't lost weight and shouldn't rely on myself losing weight to buy new clothes.