Heather is pissed at me, and to be honest, I don't care. It's not my fault that she happened to be in Jax the day of the Underoath show. I honestly had no idea the show was Saturday until the day of. My friend Jordan posted it on fb the day of and I just happened to see it. I didn't even think my parents were going to let me go, but they did. I texted her that afternoon and asked what she was doin and she told me she was in Jax. So I was just like oh... And then at the show I saw Jeremy and Kevin from ADTR and stupidly texted her and told her I saw them. And then I told her I was at the Underoath show and she got really pissed and was like 'you could've told me yesterday before I was already in Jax." I had no idea she was going to be in Jax, and I didn't know about the show until the day of. I thought this show had already happened like 2 weeks ago. It's totally not my fault that things turned out the way they did. Now she won't talk to me and I don't care. And as much as I try not to hold grudges, I keep being reminded of the NFG, SYG, TWY, and Man Overboard show. Kathryn came up to stay with Heather for the weekend and they both went to the show and didn't even bother inviting me. They both know I listen to that kind of music and like those bands. It really made me upset, but I just let it go.
On a lighter note, I'm applying to join the PLC. I want to join sooo bad, but I have no idea if they will pick me. I'm currently working on my application trying to make sure it's perfect before I turn it in. I just don't have much on campus leadership experience. I've done a lot of community service projects and stuff with NMSA, but I've never held any leadership positions at school.
I feel like Mike and I struggle with a lot of the same problems. It's difficult for me to try and help him or give him advice when I am going through the same things. I almost feel bad in a way for trying to help him when I know I can't even follow my own advice.
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