I am just so frustrated right now. I thought I could trust the people in the PLC, but apparently not. I went to go exchange car keys with my dad this morning because my mom had a doctors appointment and needed the car, and my dad told me as I was leaving to go say hi to Nancy who is one of the heads of the PLC. So I go to talk to her, and she tells me that multiple PLC members have told her that I have been talking a lot about how I feel like I don't deserve to be on the PLC. I have never told that to anyone on the PLC! I don't share personal info with them. Especially since I don't know them very well. The way she said it was as if it was something I do all the time, when I have never done it once! I don't know who would have told her that. Even if I had of told someone, I don't see why that would be such a big deal that Nancy would have to be notified. I could understand if someone saw me wasted doing crazy stuff, and deciding to tell Nancy. That would obviously be wrong on my part, and would not reflect well on UCF. The fact that she said it was more than one person that told her is what really gets me. I don't know who it would be.
I told her that I had never said that, and she insisted that I did based off whoever it was that told her I did. I didn't know what to say or do. I was shocked. I finally just apologized and told her I wouldn't do it again. I didn't want to fight with her. I know I could have, but she honestly scares me, so I didn't dare take it any further. It's just crazy. These are people who are supposed to be representing UCF. They are supposed to be the best of the best. It really just goes to show you that you can't trust anyone. I'm just gonna shut my mouth from now on, and say nothing. Nancy was like "Your fellow PLCers are going to be the first to rat you out."
This whole thing is so stupid. It makes me so upset and angry. I feel like I'm back in high school again. And I have to spend a whole year with these people. I wanted to get close and make friends, but not if they are just going to tell Nancy everything I say or don't say for that matter. There are pictures PLC members post on their FB's of them getting drunk and going to the clubs, and I could easily report them, but I don't. Maybe I should. Two can play that game.
