Sunday, February 24, 2013

So Glad to be Home!

This weekend has been crazy. So many ups and downs. Way more downs then ups. I hate being with people, plain and simple. I like being at home, alone. I can only take so much of people. I would have much rather stayed home and not have gone out this weekend. It's just the same thing every time. Heather always wants things to go her way, and she can't stay away from Tyler. I wish she would realize that he doesn't want her. I know she gave her virginity to him and whatever, but he obviously wants to be a dick and not talk to her, so she shouldn't be wasting her time trying to get him to like her when he obviously wants nothing to do with her. She's constantly asking me, 'should I like his status and should I text him?' I don't care! She needs to stop because it's making my head explode. I just want her to shut up about him. She's trying to make things work when they  won't, so she needs to quit wasting her time. I'm just done with it, and I'm honestly done with her.

The food and wine festival was okay, but it was so expensive. You had to buy a sheet of tickets and that cost $20, you couldn't just buy one glass of wine or whatever. It was kind of awkward, because I only knew Heather and her cousin, and the two other girls that we were with were good friends of Heather and her cousin so they had all kinds of things to talk about, while I just kept quiet. They talked about other shared experiences and people I didn't know, so it was like what do I say...? So I stayed quiet most of the time.

I was so disappointed by how many people had brought their young kids. I'm talking like 1-8 yrs old to this event where everyone is drinking and smoking heavily. Do people have no common sense to know that you don't bring a young child to this type of event, especially if you are just planning on be wasted the whole time. Those poor kids.

It is just good to be home.

Saturday, February 16, 2013

People, Places, and Things.

Today sucked, plain and simple. I just feel like Heather and I are two different people, and that makes it so hard to get along. Not get along in the sense that we fight, but get along as in becoming better friends. Her personality is the exact opposite of mine. She's very vocal about things, and wants things to go her way. Well today, nothing was going her way apparently. I am just so glad to be home and in my own bed away from everyone. She was just getting so pissed off and frustrated at things that didn't even matter. First it started with the food. Her class got out really early so we went home and then got food before going to Islands of Adventure. We had decided on Wendy's, but when we got there, the menu in the restaurant had no visible dollar menu, so she walked out. Then she was pissed that there was nothing for me to eat at Chick-fil-a which was right next to Wendy's. Then we went to Zaxbys which was down the street, and the parking lot was full. She screamed profanities about that. We ended up going to Del Taco which was fine, but the traffic getting there pissed her off. Every little thing really pissed her off. None of this stuff was important. Then, we get to the park and it's packed full which of course makes her even more mad. She kept saying mean things about people she saw in the park. I was seriously at my wits end today.

And then there's the whole Tyler situation that she couldn't seem to distance herself from. That was so annoying today. She kept telling about that one text she got from him and didn't know if and when to respond and then got pissed when he didn't respond. That's literally all she thought about today. She kept asking me if she should reply to his twitter posts and like his facebook statuses. I understand she is still in love with him or whatever, but she needs to get over him. It's making her look needy replying to all his stuff and begging him to text her. Yes, what he did was wrong, but you don't need to keep pursuing the relationship in hopes that things will change, because they won't.

The way she was acting this whole entire day just stressed me out. I really don't know how much more of her I can take, to be honest. I just feel like the way she approaches things, and they way she deals with people and situations are completely different from they way I do things. Today was so awkward at IOA. We just stood in line for all the rides and barely said a word to each other. I would love to be friends, but things just keep going downhill. I guess we don't have as much in common as I thought. people,